We have before and this is a talk. You don’t like the subject matter so you wish to change it. That’s also not how communications work. Sometimes discussing challenging subjects, one of which is your own psyche, is not something people like to do. You started this engagement and his is the engagement you get. Roll with it or disengage. Then complain how no one wants to have a conversation. If I’m gong to add up your overalls poetry skills, this request, and the response, I’m gonna guess you are very bright, close to savant level. But like rain man you have difficulties in social interactions, including conversations where it’s an ebb and flow, since you always responded with the need for more response from the other side. I’m no psychologist but I’d guess you are too bright or too shy or timid to have fluid conversations. Basically an introvert. That would explain lack of posting any external activities like some others on here. None of this is mockery, it’s simply my observation of the responses. It’s also not judgement of you. I don’t think you’re a retard. And in discussion if honed my assessment more. But to simply answer you question about having engaging conversations, you can’t dictate where they go, you have to ride them like a plastic bag in the wind. Sometimes it gets stuck, some times it floats for days, sometimes it drags on the ground and gets run over by a tire. Organic conversations happen this way. If I’ve learned anything by drinking half my life at bars, it’s people that don’t let the conversation meander as it wishes are the ones that people tend to walk away from, because it’s not relaxed or fluid. Those that keep trying to circle back around to just say something or make a point when the conversation has moved on are an anchor. Don’t be an anchor. Converse like your poems, jump subject and form a new thought, that leads to another thought, when others interject let them, and run with their thought. Let them. Let your input be what it may. Sometimes it leads, sometimes it follows. Other times it supports but it could create conflict. Let it happen, and roll with what comes next. It makes for a much more relaxed engagement.