Hey man, it's been a long day and last night I read what you had said but couldn't think of a good reply. In general, I'd say you're correct. However, things change quickly. Unfortunately, I found out earlier that Pharmacy school has been closed to me. Received a rejection letter. So with everything talked about before, at least concerning future family and whatnot, it really doesn't matter. It's an absolute assurance now that it won't happen, even if there was some unicorn among women waiting around. Frankly, I don't know what I'm going to do. Really I don't care. Maybe I can get lucky and find some shitty part time job, live in some shitty apartment, and then make like I was never here. That's the ideal now, I think. So, with that said, I appreciate the help. However, due to my own failures, I seem to have simply wasted your time. God with the rest of you.