Dude your not a pretender, you've been around doing this thing for years, you might be in a bad spot right now or feeling down because the world is fucked up and it is, but its people like you and me who see whats happening and we go out and talk to people even the little that we do, we drop little red pills and more people everyday wake up, so as bad as it seems as bad as its gotten, guys like you and me we are slowly making the changes that need to happen. In the end we win and thats what matters. Right now it sucks but in the end the hard working guy that wants to make the world better will win, so fuck whats happening now, fuck depression, it can't win. It won't win, you'll wake up in the morning and see the good in the world and see that its spreading. You'll see the good in your life and you'll decide you know what I'm gonna go out and do what I can to make it better today, I'm gonna do what ever I have to do to the best of my ability because thats what I should do. I'll tell the truth that people can handle today and they will handle more truth the next day because I told them what I did today. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life and you will wake up refreshed and ready to make this world your bitch.