It wasn't for nothing, you became enlightened and distrustful of the ones you trusted. you became an enlightened person. life is about your journey and living life on your own terms. you can't fix broken people. accept this and you will have a more peaceful existence. the evil people don't want you judging them. it's the nature of evil .their self conscience is fragile to your judgement. give them no reaction and own them. never confirm your judgement of them, keep them in turmoil. when you confirm your judgement; you become the enemy and they know the enemy and seek to destroy the enemy. if you aren't identified as the enemy; they get paranoid as to who the enemy is and think everyone is the enemy, even their allies. I've watched them 60+ years and I know them and I know their psyche. We have lived our lives and want you to create the world you want to live in. we are pretty much history at this point. Old white politicians are evil. I'm white and I know their extent of their evil. I don't trust them.