I did sell quite a few guns in the past. Kinda worried about them because I have no clue where any of the receipts are now. During my alcoholic days I kinda sorta lost total control of my life and nobody was at the wheel. One of my friends had to produce a receipt from years ago because a gun he sold was used to shoot at a cop. Next gun I ever sell will be done at a dealers shop. I don't know how many guns the Sheriff's department thinks I have right now. Good ol' 2A will run all the rope out for us to hang ourselves we aren't careful.
Glad to hear you got sober.
Some people don't learn till they hit that rock bottom. I was one of those people. Sober life is better than anything booze can give me.
Life still sucks sometimes but I have the ability now to handle it. No need to run away from things and numb the brain with poison. You slowly begin to enjoy the little pleasures in life again. The highs may not be as high but the lows are a whole shitload less low.
No more shame, regret, pain physically and mentally. No more apologies and blown money on shit you have no memory of. No more being afraid to check your text messages in the morning, lol. God I hated that. Booze will lead you straight to the gates of hell if you let it.
Booze will lead you straight to the gates of hell if you let it.
I'm a firm believer that certain drugs are just not for everyone. I've known people who can smoke pot and function, and I know people who I went to middle school with who are in some low wage, dead-end job having never left. Same thing with alcohol. There's no shame in knowing your limits.
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