Yes, I'm white. I had a happy childhood with two parents, and I definitely was never molested and I never "experimented" with other boys either. I think there were signs when I was a kid that I was going to be gay, because I was pretty soft and I only found the male body fascinating/appealing. I wasn't blatantly attracted to males until I was 13 and was going through puberty, and my attractions have never changed well into adulthood. I don't know the cause, but it's never been an issue or big deal me. It seems pretty ingrained in me though because I think women's bare breasts and butts look gross. I don't know. Seeing how fat, entitled, unpleasant, and materialistic most modern Western women are, I can't say I really envy heterosexual guys.