Thanks, she was a good woman. Didn’t know she was struggling till she lost.
Sometimes the most hurting among us have the brightest smiles. Sorry for your loss. I'm glad we were able to be the place for you to vent.
Didn’t know she was struggling till she lost.
I'm so sorry. My mother threatened (and occasionally attempted) suicide throughout my entire childhood. Borderline personality disorder is her working diagnosis. For 20-30 years all of her children lived in a constant state of fear and guilt and then, all at once, we got fed up and exhausted. She's still alive but nobody but my father jumps for her mental breakdowns anymore.
I can't even imagine what a mind fuck a mother's suicide out of the blue without warning would feel like. I am so so sorry.
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