The state officer that puts you in cuffs for not wearing a mask, (trespassing technically if the store told you to leave), goes home to his family thinking he's an ok guy just doing his job yada yada... I guess remember that when shit really hits the fan, you don't have to care about the enemy in any way. In fact you would do better to hate him, or view him as a removable threat to those whom you love. They will think the same of you.