I feel you. I'm in off season with work, despite unemployment, thought I had steady under the table with friends doing spray foam insulation, but business is slow, and occasionally dox myself in vanity, though I'm really just lonely. At least i get away to help with older family sometimes. Was doing lighting work at a 19th century Christian retreat mansion my grandparents used to run today. Anyways, Fuck vanity or me doxing myself [should I keep growing my hair out?](https://poal.co/s/RealWhatever/614742) Haven't done it in years. Usually short slicked back. At least you see a real person you're talking to, even if you're a Fed. You can corroborate with earlier friend fight pics, etc. God, I sound schizo, but I haven't drank in days til tonight, which might be a better pattern I've established lately, and i miss my boy Theodore_Kent already.