someone accuses you of being evil, and you are to face the punishment of being evil, and protesting your innocence only makes your sentence worse, and doing the evil deeds you are accused of gives you a great chance to escape this hell and the coming sentence you'd be facing. I'd say acting the part of being evil is the best thing you could do, it's reverse psychology when they tell us we are bad for doing what we weren't doing, they expect us to try to prove our innocence and fail to realize the game they are playing with us, they are literally keeping us from choosing the best option by manipulating us into thinking it's the bad choice that they want us to take. The truth is not that we should become evil just to spite them, instead we should ignore what they say, step back from the situation and look at it with a sober and lucid mind from an objective perspective, look at what we want and the best course of getting there, and take that route. We see now what has not worked and what has worked, we now see that something hurts the monster and makes them afraid, we know their anathema, their fatal weakness, and how to use it against them. We now see that nothing will supplicate them, they are dedicated to our destruction and cannot be convinced away from this pursuit, we now see that compliance of any kind or any degree only makes things worse for us. We now see what our options are, and that they are getting less and less by the second, we no longer have the luxury of the time to think of the most preferable and painless route, for those one's take too long. We now see that no one is there to support us, and all the hope we had in alternative solutions was misplaced, a ploy and a trick to trap us in ineffective action and to get us to wait and trust in an illusion. We now see that we have the power to win, we already have all the means and ways available to us to end this nightmare right now, but we may not have that for a long time from now. We now see who the enemy truly is, and that their words are hollow lies, meant to use our morality against us as a means of paralyzing us by appealing to our best natures before they stab us in the back, there is no trusting them, and our principles must not apply to anything that involves them, the immoral have no right to moral consideration, the dishonorable deserve no honor shown to them, those lacking in principles deserve no consideration by way of principles, the hypocritical may not judge us for hypocrisy, they insult our values and therefore these values must not be permitted to protect them. The promise of a future we wish we could share with our enemy will never occur because they have no desire for it, they merely pretended to so that we would tolerate their abuses in the present, they have no intent on building a world that we could both live well in, they want to destroy us, or worse. After a time, the abuse victim realizes that the promises of their abusers are traps of lies, they have no intent or capability of keeping their word, after a time, the abuse victim realizes that they are not the problem, and that all the accusation hurled at them are projections of the abuser's own crimes towards us, their fear of our retribution. After a time, the abuse victim realizes that they have to leave and that this relationship would never work out, and if they are trapped in it by their abuser, they must use whatever means they have available to them to escape, they must not ever fall into the trap of holding any sympathy for their abuser, they must not care one bit about the well-being of the one who only does harm to them, they must kill all their best pats of themselves, the parts that make them better than their abuser, and lower themselves at least to the level of the abuser, in order to escape. There is nothing wrong in paying evil unto evil, nothing shameful about temporarily resorting to force to clear an immediate and real threat from your presence, in fact, it is the tolerance of evil that is the worst sin one can possibly commit, the accomplice is not merely as bad as the perpetrator, they are worse, at least the perpetrator has some level of self-awareness. The lowest level of hell is reserved for traitors, and for a very good reason. all it takes for evil to win, is for good to permit them to do so.