I'm fine with this, I'm older now and have lived. I won't be tempted to suicide out of this life from pain. Take me Jesus whenever you'd like, I'm not the best but I believe your judgement will be what your perfection decides. If they take me out or their creation then the death blood is on their hands. I'm not required to seek medical help and as long as I don't assist this and did not take the vaccine then I'm not suiciding by my own mind and hand. I didn't take the vaccine but I believe the spike prions are in my system now so that theory is gone for me. I think they vacccinated the cows so the milk carried the spike prion protein to confess knowledge I believe is true to the internet readers. I don't mind though, I'd likely in all honesty sin more and sully my spirit more.
In the movie hackers the tall skinny one went on purposed to the wrong class and wrote on the blackboard "Of all the things I lost I miss my mind the most" Somewhat true for me but with this change I will fix it for me "Of all the things I've lost I miss my innocence the most".
I really do, that trusting faith that most people are wonderful and not out to take from you even family and trusted friends. I still believe in true love, friendship, and family but these times are making that tough. I don't think we were born to this world to kill off others or be sacrificed for others to make bank. I miss my dreams of joy and love and faith as a child. I wish one thing for all the world. I wish everyone even the evil ones this childhood innocence when not even a toy was greedily protected.
When we cried out our mothers were there running to protect us, our fathers felt as the strongest men in the world, our blind faith without doubt, our innocence not lost but added to with more purity was our thoughts since we couldn't conceive of anything like the world we live in in an honest view is taken.
I miss thinking the UN was there so nations of honor would work together to stop evil from pushing pain onto others on a national scale. I miss looking at girls innocently thinking they are all pure as anything and seeing their hearts not their bodies and this means women just girls when I was so young.
I miss thinking the schools taught truth and history was truthful. I miss meeting a stranger and not having to think but believing they were being honest when they spoke to me. It's not the past I miss but the perception of it I had then. I know the end it very near for me, for you I have no idea but my stupid days of abusing this body with weed and drinking beer and smoking are about to demand payment so I hope Jesus is going to be lenient to me. I have sinned a lot though especially in my thoughts.
BTW I think that men lying with men is a mistake. I think it also means lies as in conspiracies, I think lying to get something in a group is what that part of the bible also meant. I was warning us of fooling others by backing up a lie so others believed it also. It's likely one of the most hurtful sins when combined with greed as we see today it's the one that destroys the world as everyone that was a fool like me believed the world to be. The bible never said lust, it said lie. Lie is not not speak truth as you know the truth to be and to do it so others understand your meaning. Now it seems our entire country has been a lie, and the citizens are the biggest fools since even other countries knew this but we never even could imagine it that the vatican and UN were lying and running it all lately.
It makes a lot of sense now. I believe in Jesus but I don't believe in the church structure that exists now. It allows corruption for it's own existence, it allows innocent children to be hurt and their souls darkened by evil men who are on the highway to hell in the express lane.
I just want to have me and everyone saved that have enough of that innocence left that won't re-corrupt their new bodies in the life after, I just want to see my friends and family I still care for without judgement since they tried not to judge me but fully accepted me. I want to be wiped clean from all the stuff I seen and felt that was wrong and feel like when I was like 4 or 5 years old again.
Stay safe and remember there is always hope when Jesus is with you, bless you all and protect each other and you loved ones with everything you have left even you words but be truthful and honest at all times, it's important.
Amen...
Good shit man.
Thanks, I'm trying to show total honesty lately since I find showing off intellect is a failure more of the time so just speaking what I believe is the truth from experience is all I can post is the thing I will post. It's sad how long I tried to make jokes or show off some knowledge I thought I possessed. So now it's passing on the truth as much as I know since anything else would be a lie or just wrong so truth at the end matters and it only took my entire life to learn that. Not kissing ass but passing on stuff that might help someone else save themselves since I cannot save them but show them my own worthlessness and what that taught me and what I know. Bless you and everyone and love Jesus as much or more than I do at this time.
It all comes back to you one way or another. Life has taught me that if my customers are doing good, then I'm doing good, because they will spend more with me, and I in turn appreciate their business and look out for them(which keeps them happy and coming back). In turn I keep my parts suppliers happy, never missing payments, making sure I'm making things easier for them, and showing them my value to their business. That relationships keeps us both happy and we get more done, one less obstruction in the way of getting work done.
I don't try to squeeze all the water out of the stone so to speak, I just want zero friction so the money keeps flowing.
I don't try to hustle 40% margins, because I'm only going to get that once or twice, thrice if they're desperate. I rather take 10% margin 1,000x than 40% 3x.
40% of $10,000 is $4,000 x 4 = $16,000 times 5 suckers = $80k 10% of $10,000 is $1,000 x 100 =$100,000 times 15 suckers that's $150k All in roughly the same time period, sure the $150k is more work, but money represents energy, I earned that shit.
There's a balance to be struck, on the one hand giving in to your customers saves time, but if you give in too much you lose money. It's all about balancing time and money.
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