If you're a real man, it's not that fucking difficult. You learn to do men things as you grow up. You, my dear were lied to. You succumbed to the illusion spewed by jews that you want what you don't have. Women have this innate desire to be whatever they aren't. For example, you have straight hair, you want it curly. You have black hair, you want it blonde. You have big boobs, you want them smaller. Now let's get personal. You're married to a nice man? He's not good enough, you want that taller man over there who's married to this woman over here. And on and on it goes. You were tricked by jews to transition to something you are not. The big lie is, you didn't have time to learn what it was you were doing. You made your bed, now lie in it!