It's funny you say that I was also with a DC politician's daughter for a couple years and yeah she was a mess.
And don't get me wrong, I would prefer to have a wife and family and I would be much happier. But I think you missed the part where I said this is happening like an reflex and I can't seem to override it. It's not a conscious or rational choice I'm making.
Rational choice...reflex
It’s not my job to guide you. We obviously have a similar experience, my point is that I finally CHOSE the rational choice and I stopped the reflex to fear porn narratives (and literal pron).
I appreciate this conversation. I just hope you realize that you deserve a child and a trusting woman. And the woman is there, you simply have to chose the trust and faith it takes to find one.
Good luck and have faith in the confidence of your decisions
I agree it's not your job to guide me. I was just answering the question you posted not really looking for advice. But I appreciate your point of view and positivity and I agree that I do deserve those things.
Guess we'll see what the future holds.
(post is archived)