I need help. I've been on NoFap for 4 years, had some slip ups but still going strong. I just don't know how to kick the bottle on my own. Alcohol has done nothing for me positively. It's caused me to be promiscuous, lose relationships, in trouble with the law multiple times, lose jobs, gotten weaker (I used to be jacked, now I've got a bmi of 26 which is embarrassing for me) not reading as much, not writing in my journal as often, more prone to PMO while hungover/drunk... It's devastating. I'm a 28 y.o. man and I need to change. I don't have a car, license, girlfriend, house, anything. I got a second DUI 8 years ago and still can't get my license back even though I don't live in the state it occured in. I haven't been sober a single day this year so far. I've been able to stop looking at porn because the connection of vileness. I just need to get my shit together. I can't keep this in my life. I guess this is step one... There is a problem, and I'm going to fix it.