Sorry man, I've been there. Don't be afraid to take whatever handouts the state offers.
The way I look at it, I've been paying for them for years now with my taxes, and it would be nice to get some of that back.
Better it go to you than a sheeboon and her 14 niglets, or to Abdul, his 3 brides (2 of which are children, and at least one of them is his cousin) and their horde of crotch spawn, Paco and his beaner brigade etc. etc.
Just be aware, they WILL try to fuck you over as much as possible and trip you up. Document EVERYTHING when it comes to interacting with the state. Names, numbers, dates, time on the phone and so on.
I'd go so far to say full on record every interaction. The niggers that work in those offices will screw you just for being White. My mom tried to apply for food stamps and the nigress told "We ain't got nothing for people like you."
Imagine that clip playing on the news.
Here you can apply online.