I’m not a spoiled brat. I’ve always kept to myself. But I’ve been the sole child…..weird to say child at middle age…..who contributed.
Today, for dad, I’m the nurse, housekeeper, bodyguard, chef, “friend”, voice of reason, bookkeeper, on and on and on and he fucking doubts me every step of the fucking way. His accusations are so far out of left field. I record so much now. He doesn’t live in reality.
There’s no escape now. That’s why I broke a few weeks ago. I live on a timer to give him any and every chance to live days somehow independent.
I experienced a bit of this with my grandfather (his dad). I’m the sibling of 5 who contributed. That was 15 years ago. I’m all alone in this hell now. ~~~~
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