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I went to jew poison in a broken state. I found some light. It’s not healthy to isolate like I did. Nothing is really “fixed” but I have help now with dad. Lots of phone calls and paperwork. Nothing is really “fixed” right now, but I have strong help and understanding from someone I respect.

I went to jew poison in a broken state. I found some light. It’s not healthy to isolate like I did. Nothing is really “fixed” but I have help now with dad. Lots of phone calls and paperwork. Nothing is really “fixed” right now, but I have strong help and understanding from someone I respect.

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[–] • 0 pt

Diagnosed with early onset dementia 14 years ago. Avoids any visit now for that category. I came in hoping he was just kind of the shitty person he has always been. I can’t really explain how he’s always been a piece of shit and make sense of why I am here for him. It’s dark.

A deteriorating mind is full of terrible surprises. Unfortunately they tend to be hateful and paranoid and there's no reaching them. Aside from the rare bits of nostalgic clarity they sometimes have, they stay angry, bitter and deceitful. It's a rough ride. It's not your fault.

[–] • 2 pts

Yeah. It’s the lies. He lies about everything like a child. There’s no genuine gratitude. My own fault. He’s always been a spoiled brat who expects the world and talks shit about everyone.

I’ve always been fucked with what would be called “daddy issues.” Running out of time to hear him genuinely tell me he appreciates my efforts.

It’s never going to happen.

[–] • 2 pts

I’ve always been fucked with what would be called “daddy issues.” Running out of time to hear him genuinely tell me he appreciates my efforts.

It’s never going to happen.

Dementia plus boomer attitude...yeah you're never going to get what you want. If he didn't appreciate you when he was of more sound mind, there's little hope you'll get it now. Tough situation, but don't blame yourself here. Just work towards not being like him. It sounds like you're already better than he ever was. That matters and I'm sure someone appreciates that in you even if it's not him.

[–] • 3 pts

Thanks for the reply. I just want to know maybe someone gets what I feel. Thank you.

[–] • 1 pt

I’m not a spoiled brat. I’ve always kept to myself. But I’ve been the sole child…..weird to say child at middle age…..who contributed.

Today, for dad, I’m the nurse, housekeeper, bodyguard, chef, “friend”, voice of reason, bookkeeper, on and on and on and he fucking doubts me every step of the fucking way. His accusations are so far out of left field. I record so much now. He doesn’t live in reality.

There’s no escape now. That’s why I broke a few weeks ago. I live on a timer to give him any and every chance to live days somehow independent.

I experienced a bit of this with my grandfather (his dad). I’m the sibling of 5 who contributed. That was 15 years ago. I’m all alone in this hell now. ~~~~