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I let myself slip, and I don't expect most of you, outside of alcoholics, to understand.

The sincere hatred of my own mind, and all of it's thoughts took me over.

Sometimes you just look at yourself, and see nothing but the vile creature you are, the shit you have become.

It doesn't make any sense, and I apologize for retreating into my mind.

I'm trying to come back.

Best Regards,

-Theo

I let myself slip, and I don't expect most of you, outside of alcoholics, to understand. The sincere hatred of my own mind, and all of it's thoughts took me over. Sometimes you just look at yourself, and see nothing but the vile creature you are, the shit you have become. It doesn't make any sense, and I apologize for retreating into my mind. I'm trying to come back. Best Regards, -Theo

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[–] • 4 pts

Thanks bro.

The liquor is nothing more than "I don't want to think" juice.

Hard not to drink it, sometimes.

[–] • 5 pts

In the past few years, I lost three dear friends to jew poison. It's not worth it.

Go trekking/hiking/fishing instead. Occupy your mind with positive actions.

[–] • 3 pts

Yet, paradoxically, one winds up dwelling on that they wish to avoid. Welcome back, keep pushing forward.

[–] • 2 pts

>The liquor is nothing more than "I don't want to think" juice.

I know precisely what you mean. That was me exactly during my drinking days. Listen it's easier said than done, but when you can't quiet your mind best to to switch your thoughts to Christ. Your faith will bring you the peace that passes all understanding.