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I let myself slip, and I don't expect most of you, outside of alcoholics, to understand.

The sincere hatred of my own mind, and all of it's thoughts took me over.

Sometimes you just look at yourself, and see nothing but the vile creature you are, the shit you have become.

It doesn't make any sense, and I apologize for retreating into my mind.

I'm trying to come back.

Best Regards,

-Theo

I let myself slip, and I don't expect most of you, outside of alcoholics, to understand. The sincere hatred of my own mind, and all of it's thoughts took me over. Sometimes you just look at yourself, and see nothing but the vile creature you are, the shit you have become. It doesn't make any sense, and I apologize for retreating into my mind. I'm trying to come back. Best Regards, -Theo

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[–] • 10 pts

You don't have to apologize to anyone but yourself.

Just don't let the jew poison ruin your life.

Stay strong, brother! \o

[–] • 4 pts

Thanks bro.

The liquor is nothing more than "I don't want to think" juice.

Hard not to drink it, sometimes.

[–] • 5 pts

In the past few years, I lost three dear friends to jew poison. It's not worth it.

Go trekking/hiking/fishing instead. Occupy your mind with positive actions.

[–] • 3 pts

Yet, paradoxically, one winds up dwelling on that they wish to avoid. Welcome back, keep pushing forward.

[–] • 2 pts

>The liquor is nothing more than "I don't want to think" juice.

I know precisely what you mean. That was me exactly during my drinking days. Listen it's easier said than done, but when you can't quiet your mind best to to switch your thoughts to Christ. Your faith will bring you the peace that passes all understanding.

[–] • 4 pts

Welcome back Theo!

[–] • 2 pts

The sincere hatred of my own mind, and all of it's thoughts took me over.

Sometimes you just look at yourself, and see nothing but the vile creature you are, the shit you have become.

Theo, you're going about it wrong. You're not a jew so you aren't a vile creature. If you are refraining from diddling kids, being a degenerate sodomite and other truly vile and disgusting (((behaviors))), then you're just an imperfect man. Don't beat yourself up over the drinking because you're not the kind of waste of a person you seem to see yourself as. That mentality is the jew programming that was designed to create White self-loathing and destruction. It is possible to be a drunk and not be a piece of shit. It's all about your attitude towards life. Be true to yourself and realize you are imperfect but not a vile creature.

You have inner strength. Embrace it and realize you are a strong but imperfect man and no one can take that away from you. The drink is a useful tool if you understand how to use it. If you drink, let it be a tool of introspection that you use to reveal your inner strengths and truths. Don't use it to beat yourself up for the benefits of the jew. Alcohol is part of White history and helped fuel our greatest victories. God gave us alcohol but it is up to us to use it wisely. You can do this. It's in your ancestral blood.

[–] • 1 pt

I imagine if @suplex was here he'd give you some advice along these lines. https://youtu.be/RvisoI2v6aI I'm still trying to make my year and have never been alcohol free for this long since I was 13. There's no doubt in my mind you'll pick yourself back up.

[–] • 1 pt

Welcome back. Try to go easy on yourself. Nobody’s perfect.

[–] • 1 pt

I’m glad you’re alive, just keep trying.