Yeah, you're completely right. I don't even know how I got like that. It was so out of character for me. Getting drunk was also uncharacteristic. I just feel like an idiot.
Look, it happens. Life if difficult and sometimes stress gets to you. I also then to become cruel when I'm under too much pressure, and I realized this is because I want people to get away from me and leave me alone. Now I have learned to "catch" this before it happens and do something that will give me alone time to reflect, like go for a drive or go to the gym during quiet hours.
Best way to fix it this now would be to sincerely apologize and take her out on a date for eat somewhere nice to make up for the bad dinner. She will appreciate it.
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