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I just talked to him a few days before and he seemed fine. Nothing out of the ordinary. Then I get the call from his sister my mom. (Trying to get info right but everything blends together.) It was actually the wife but she didn't tell me. She just said I needed to call my mom.

Shot himself. His sister is absolutely broken right now. She should have never been the one to find him. The rest of his family is complete usless trash. They just want to cremate him because it's the cheapest option. That sent his sister into full mental breakdown. She wants a burial but can't afford it. I'm trying to come up with something but right now I'm lucky I was even able to get my company to dispatch me home to help her. She told me, "You have know idea how much love he had for you." and that broke me.

I grew up with this guy. We've been friends since we were 12. Played basketball together. Video games. Arrested together for being idiots. You name it.

I just can't wrap my mind around why he fucking did it. I'm gonna miss that faggot.

Sorry for the jumbled mess. I'm still kinda out of it.

I just talked to him a few days before and he seemed fine. Nothing out of the ordinary. Then I get the call from ~~his sister~~ my mom. (Trying to get info right but everything blends together.) It was actually the wife but she didn't tell me. She just said I needed to call my mom. Shot himself. His sister is absolutely broken right now. She should have never been the one to find him. The rest of his family is complete usless trash. They just want to cremate him because it's the cheapest option. That sent his sister into full mental breakdown. She wants a burial but can't afford it. I'm trying to come up with something but right now I'm lucky I was even able to get my company to dispatch me home to help her. She told me, "You have know idea how much love he had for you." and that broke me. I grew up with this guy. We've been friends since we were 12. Played basketball together. Video games. Arrested together for being idiots. You name it. I just can't wrap my mind around why he fucking did it. I'm gonna miss that faggot. Sorry for the jumbled mess. I'm still kinda out of it.

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Yeah…. I’m not going to lie, I’ve struggled with dark thoughts. It’s such a helpless feeling to watch your way of life crumble before your eyes. I can’t help but look at native Americans. They had their culture, their way of life. White people came with something better, and tamed the land, but did so at the expense of the natives.

Today…we have (((others))) forcing an invasion that is done so at the expense of our lands, our culture, and our people. It is much the same as when we showed up in America, except there is no better culture, better way of life on the back end. My children and the generations that will follow will be treated as second class citizens in the lands our ancestors tamed and in the cities our ancestors built.

And what the fuck can I do? I’m passed over promotions at work because I’m the wrong color. In my own fucking lands. If I say something I’ll be fired. My kids can’t enjoy life as I did as a child…they can’t go roam free, they can’t veg out on movies/tv. They can’t consume anything less than 50 years old lest they be indoctrinated. So I have to shelter them and have to watch it…

Fuck. Sorry…OP is grieving and I’m complaining…. I guess I’ll just say I agree. It’s fucking hard right now. I hate that we are losing people to our own (((self inflicted))) issues. It’s a tragic situation.