I don’t mean that as vanity. I mean to say we are already demonized, kicked around when we’re down, blacks tell their kids we are the boogeyman, the nose is terrified of us and tells their goblins we are boogeymen, a shift in perspective is bound to happen. Not because we’ve earned the slander in some superficial way, but because we continue to move forward with life despite all of it. I carry on in public with a stern face but steady and pretty much emotionless. I’ve been stay way since I was little and as I get older I notice others will avoid eye contact or be overly polite. Maybe I’m drunk, maybe it’s some form of psychosis I’ve created for myself, maybe go fuck yourself.