It has taken a very long time. And I am still not even spock level, but i work very hard not to feel anything anymore.
Apathy is its own reward, and its own trap.
Its a path I started down, because I used to be like you. I didn't want to be angry, but I am only truthfully, angry with me. I've no idea why you are really angry.
I cant fix it. so...
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