I don't talk about my depression it's not as if anyone would listen or even knows I'm depressed. It's hard though when I'm stressed over bills while my neighbors gets free housing and probably utility assistance and everything else. While I stay busy and work my ass off but it's still not enough I'm still in debt. I even brought a female and her 2 cats in to supplement income but she's flakey and already like 3 weeks behind. I have not thought about suicide though I just don't believe it is a solution to anything and I believe things could always get better. I would miss out in so much and have extensive family and friends who would be destroyed. I'm never alone I'm alone all the time is pretty much where I'm at at the time though. Things will get better... until then just try and keep gas in my tank to get around to work.