Look at it this way -- you're a billionaire. You can do anything, even have people killed. The laws don't apply to you. You know there is no God, because if there were a God you would have been struck down by lightning long ago. You've tried every drug known to science and engaged in every sexual perversion, and you are bored. I mean, you are Hunter Biden bored. So you look around for something to entertain you. Oh, here's something that is entertaining -- causing suffering to others, and watching them suffer. It's even more potent when done to innocent children. What's to stop you, right? It's not as if the lives of these lesser beings matter. They are just "useless eaters." So you decide to have some fun.