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As part of it, I got to discuss the whole 'apparently I'm a white skinhead and neo nazi for complaining about my own culture and how I was raised online'.

The shrink went full on with how everything online is just an echo chamber of virtue signalling and agreed when I said 'most people who look like me are not nice, freedom loving, or liberal like everyone online wants to believe, like just look at whats happening right now in Afghanistan'.

My internalised racism and self hate is medically tolerated yay!

Still going to get to spend the rest of my life alone though.

Also I was asked what I think of relationships:

'Well I know 100% from my culture and experiences that the only thing a relationship is about is money. We have to have a good job to get an arranged marriage to someone else with such a job to provide a nice house and such for any children. If you have no money, no one will even date you - as soon as I tell anyone I don't work and get benefits, they stop replying to me which is proof of that. Not one person in this world will actually have a relationship without money being involved, and all such depictions in media about love being more important than wealth are false romantic fiction'.

Or some such as that.

As part of it, I got to discuss the whole 'apparently I'm a white skinhead and neo nazi for complaining about my own culture and how I was raised online'. The shrink went full on with how everything online is just an echo chamber of virtue signalling and agreed when I said 'most people who look like me are not nice, freedom loving, or liberal like everyone online wants to believe, like just look at whats happening right now in Afghanistan'. My internalised racism and self hate is medically tolerated yay! Still going to get to spend the rest of my life alone though. Also I was asked what I think of relationships: 'Well I know 100% from my culture and experiences that the only thing a relationship is about is money. We have to have a good job to get an arranged marriage to someone else with such a job to provide a nice house and such for any children. If you have no money, no one will even date you - as soon as I tell anyone I don't work and get benefits, they stop replying to me which is proof of that. Not one person in this world will actually have a relationship without money being involved, and all such depictions in media about love being more important than wealth are false romantic fiction'. Or some such as that.

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[–] • 1 pt

Date someone who don't work and on benefits too. I'm sure there are dateable women like that. But if you find a gal and both of you are on SSI/SSDI it will be directly affected.

[–] • 0 pt (edited )

This was part of the discussion.

There are no dating sites or communities to find such people.

Also harder still when I'm an actual faggot.

And actually if two people on benefits are dating but not living together, their benefits aren't affected (in the UK). If living together, one has to get less.

[–] • 1 pt

your now on a list

[–] • 3 pts

Mane I was already on every single list.

[–] • 1 pt

If your not on a list by this point, you are a beta faggot and as such you should go find a nigger cock to suck.

[–] • 1 pt

I do rarely feel lonely but for the most part do not mind my solitary journey. I have my intellect. It seems you do too.

A black gay autist? Not an easy road to travel Im sure. Learn to find pleasure in small every day things. I started with birdsong which is prolific in Florida. You ever heard a mockingbird?

I lift weights. Im pretty strong for an old white guy. I read nonfiction. Truth is stranger than fiction.

Other people will never make you happy. They can only compliment/complicate your life.

Only you can make you happy.

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

It took two hours for a trained professional to say you are autistic? Nigger please, I'd have done it in mere minutes and for free!

[–] • 1 pt

No, he didn't even say as such.

I've been told by 4-5 professionals I'm autistic.

Getting a legit diagnosis is completely different.

He has to take the results of the assessment and convince a group of fuckwads at the top of the ladder.

I have to wait 3-4 weeks for the decision.

[–] [deleted] • 0 pt

Well, I was messing around making a joke.....

[–] • 0 pt

Depending on one's age, it can sometimes take quite a bit of time to get an actual diagnosis. I was diagnosed when I was 46, and that was after 2 years of seeing a psychiatrist who specialized in ASDs.