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It's around the anniversary of my baby daughter's death. I went and washed her little headstone the other day and sat there next to it for a while on what will eventually be my and my wife's grave. Someone unknown had tucked a little cloth heart into the grass next to her headstone and seeing it made me break down.

I'm really tired, guys. My mother taught me that this is exactly how the world would turn out from the time I was old enough to read but it's brutal to watch it play out like clockwork in front of my eyes. I'm trying hard to provide whatever I can for my wife and kids and I just want to be left alone but that path is quickly disappearing.

I will still never take the kike genome modifier and I hope none of you do either no matter how much pressure is exerted.

It's around the anniversary of my baby daughter's death. I went and washed her little headstone the other day and sat there next to it for a while on what will eventually be my and my wife's grave. Someone unknown had tucked a little cloth heart into the grass next to her headstone and seeing it made me break down. I'm really tired, guys. My mother taught me that this is exactly how the world would turn out from the time I was old enough to read but it's brutal to watch it play out like clockwork in front of my eyes. I'm trying hard to provide whatever I can for my wife and kids and I just want to be left alone but that path is quickly disappearing. I will still never take the kike genome modifier and I hope none of you do either no matter how much pressure is exerted.

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When living becomes a form of resistance. The worst can happen to me but I will always fight because I know that when I die it will all reset and happen all over again. The trick is to appreciate the good. As much as I detest people and the society overall there is a lot to marvel over. Things that we do not understand and can completely change the definition of the world.

There is no less evidence that all perceived transgressions would be erased and everything would be made whole than the world is pure evil and all things good will be destroyed. Frankly, I am an adventurer and welcome all misery. Death doesn't phase me at all. Don't take life too seriously. Treat life it is a training simulator. It only exists to test you. For what? Who knows. Just realize that no matter what you have time will take it away from you so the only thing that can possibly matter is how you respond to that fact.