I do understand and commiserate, as I am sure many others on here do. Though they are all still physically alive (for now), I've lost two uncles and a sister with her husband -who I considered as my brother- to the toxic injections. Though I was not at all close with one uncle, I was very close with the other my entire life. However, both uncles being of such a high age left me with having already prepared for losing both of them long ago and accepting their loss was easier. His also making his stance regarding us 'unclean', ignorant 'unvaccinated' known to me helped my acceptance. My sister and her husband, however, are much younger than my uncles. Learning that they had gotten the toxic injections was a bit unexpected and very disappointing. I have still not fully accepted losing either of them and I may not be able to until the inevitable does happen. This is likely due to my still desiring to appreciate the time that I have left with them, which consequently prevents me from fully accepting that they are already gone. I will also likely lose one nephew very soon as they are set to be forcibly injected due to having decided to ignore my warnings and attempts to teach them about reality over the years and instead chose to join the military recently. I do realize that all of my injection-related losses are with older individuals (teens to 80s), whereas your situation is very different as it involves a child. I do sympathize.