I feel like i was doing so well, just suppressing my grief and not dealing with it. Comes with ups and down but hey, at least it didnt interfere with my life. Now though, i decided to do grief counseling, and i have all these feelings. Everything makes me fucking sad, even going to the gym is sad because my wife and I used to be workout buddies. Not doing anything makes me sad, but doing things makes me sad too. Why the fuck did i think going to counseling would be a good idea, it fucking sucks
I feel like i was doing so well, just suppressing my grief and not dealing with it. Comes with ups and down but hey, at least it didnt interfere with my life. Now though, i decided to do grief counseling, and i have all these feelings. Everything makes me fucking sad, even going to the gym is sad because my wife and I used to be workout buddies. Not doing anything makes me sad, but doing things makes me sad too. Why the fuck did i think going to counseling would be a good idea, it fucking sucks
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