i had lots of friends before he was born but i cant take him where who i would see are; i am a man, my friends are men and babies jsut dont compat.

im a very fun person

i took my surviving son home from the hospital, his twin brother died. my son's mother denyed him. my son is the most adorable kid in his day care. He well liked everywhere he goes, but his mother wont see him.

i have one friend and the town i live in, despite being very white, i have almost noone to see with my son. its rare to find people to fill the hole of his mother missing and how im stuck indoors alot.

i can tell you that a man raising a baby does crazy things to the stress responce. without help, during the lockdown, i began to suffer PTSD like traights.

its getting better now since he has started day care but it is still maddening at times.

e, my son is a year and 7 months.