The interesting thing about finally realizing God is real, and Jesus really came to help us, is your find yourself in this new world of curiosities. My recent thoughts on the jews is that they really are the chosen people. As in, God chose them to be the asshats of the world to show us the devil really exists. He used them as an example of why they are the exact opposite of what anyone good should want to be. Over and over again. No matter what he tried to do for them, they were miserable creatures. Taking advantage any way they can. And so, they serve a purpose. Just as the devil. How can you get truly good people with free will who want to be good without tempting them with the bad to see if that's what they prefer?