I want to do something, what should I do? I'm tired of staying inside, working out, and reading, tired of talking to people on the internet, I wish I had nationalist friends I could hang out with, but how could i find them? I'm getting old, and the world is going in a bad way, and my race is dying out, what should I do? What can I do? I don't want to "have fun", I don't want to "be comfortable", I want my life to mean something, only then my depression could be lifted.