> I'm not sure what you think is going to happen to wipe out humanity by 2100. White genocide. Fucking pay attention. >If you mean like a meteor that's gonna kill us all, then it is all quite hopeless. Uh, no, we could easily stop that. I’m talking about something worse. >your grandchildren (whom you could directly influence the development of) could live well past 2100. They won’t be allowed to. > the continuation of humanity preserved in its current state. Yeah, I don’t want that, though. >I've spent the past couple days mulling over our conversation. I am definitely saddened that you're trying to kill yourself. Trying would imply failed attempts. I have a pistol and a bullet. That’s all I need. It can’t be that difficult; I know how the object works. I’m just selling everything I own first, because I’m not going to burden others with the time, effort, and waste of an estate sale and cleanup, etc. >I realize this world is broken, and there seems little hope. But, if you don't try, then nothing will ever get better. It’s illegal to try. >If you and I don't fight for humanity (not degeneracy) then no one will. And we’ve seen the results of that already. >(I recommend starting with the Bible) I’m a Christian. The various trained Christian (and “christian”) leaders I’ve asked the following have had no answer to it or explanation for why they can’t justify physical actions themselves. There’s no reason left to live for here. There’s no remaining way to make a reason to live for here. There’s no justification for continuing to live if and when all actions taken will be either against God, outside God, or erased to godlessness within a generation. If it’s something done only for “my time,” it wasn’t worth doing (or it wasn’t done correctly). As such, the only recourse is for Him to return. If, within the window of opportunity, He does not return–and because we cannot estimate, predict, or confirm His return–physical revolution against the world must occur, as it is the only remaining recourse. I’m not exceptional. I’m not noteworthy. I’m not a leader. But the fact that I’m asking questions and coming to conclusions that our “leaders”—secular or otherwise—can’t answer or even understand is disconcerting and evidential of our decades-old failure. >You say you want a reason to bother living. I would argue that some part of you wants to keep living, otherwise you wouldn't bother selling your stuff first. That’s just higher order thought. It doesn’t imply desire to live; it implies a specific social upbringing. Just like jews inculcate a specific social upbringing in others which tells them to consume, or to fuck wantonly, or to explicitly let themselves go extinct. The body wants to live. The body is just a series of electrochemical processes and it seeks homeostasis—aging (and death) defy that, so it fights against them. That can be shackled, though. And genes (if you take Dawkins’s view) explicitly exist as processes which seek to reproduce themselves. But they can be tricked by higher order propaganda and the artificial suppression/enhancement of social signaling. Above the body is the mind. Maybe I should use a capital M, but I speak explicitly of what religion calls a soul, and of the consciousness that sets us apart from all other life. There’s nothing more precious than the mind in all the universe, which is why allowing it to be controlled by another is the same as having died already. How many minds are there left on Earth? Not nearly enough to fight back. We can speak of Great Man Theory all we want; where are they, then? They either killed themselves or were already killed by the establishment. I can eat. The body lives. I can fuck. The genes live. Or don’t, depending on what species are even around. But without the mind, and knowing that there will, by the end of my “natural” lifetime, be no minds left, why bother living? >For what it's worth, I would miss you. Don’t patronize me. I’m a worthless piece of shit and I take it out on everyone else, even those who deserve it. They don’t need identical rebuttals, day in and day out. They have no mind. They just need to be killed or silenced. Still we do nothing. We don’t even fight for a tiny corner of a tiny website on the fucking internet, yet we whine impotently about delusions of grandeur in defending our nations. We don’t even defend or uphold our own claimed ideologies. >You've had a positive impact on someone in this world. I don’t even know what positive is anymore.