I've always been baffled when I hear about the cases of rapidly progressing lung cancer in people who don't smoke. In that case, the consensus is usually that your genes predisposed you to such a thing. I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through, man. It's got to be terrifying knowing something like that is living and growing inside you. I guess the only good advice I can give you is to try to take up meditation. I became aware of something in my body during meditation the other day, looks like cancer to me. I've been smoking cigarettes and drinking heavily for the past decade, so it makes sense for me. Of course, I've quit now and today is day 3 of stone cold sobriety. I want a smoke so bad, but I recognize that even the thought of wanting a smoke is a cancerous, toxic thought. But, in my situation, it's almost comical how angry the cancer is... It's like a cartoon character. At least, that's what I see in meditation. In addition to deep cleansing, like actually doing what Jesus said to do in the Essenes and calling on the angels of water, air, and sunlight to help me, AND following cleansing protocols by providing my body with nutrients and herbs that will cleanse me, I find that there is also a lot of work to be done in the area of self-forgiveness and having respect for my own body as the house of my soul. Good luck, man. Colloidal Silver and colloidal gold help. Turmeric and ginger and lemon and olive oil help. Gallons of unsweet home-brewed black tea helps. Meditating and speaking directly to the cancer and directly to your immune system helps. Prayer helps.