I used to struggle with the feeling that everyday was the same and I remember not being able to handle the idea of the monotony of working for 30 plus years. I truly wasn't interested in doing any of it and started to not care about myself or my future. Then I hit real hard time and destroyed almost everything in my life. It completely changed my perspective and the a realization hit me that monotony and all of the simple things in life are actually pretty great. Maybe a person needs to experience the contrast to truly appreciate this but I live an extremely monotonous life and everyday is the same and I fucking love it now and have been happy as hell living like this for over 10 years. Life is perspective and Attitude. If you were to lose everything like I did you'd probably come out the other end after recovering feeling the same way I do. You have a good life