I was a LRS in the Army and became a cop about 1.5 years after coming home. After that I did everything I could to destroy my life wallowing in Despair and depression for about 9 years.
One day I decided I was going to like myself flaws, past mistakes and all. From that day forward I have been perpetually happy. That's not an exaggeration either, I literally never feel down. I have come to the conclusion that as cliche as it sounds loving and truly accepting yourself is the key to happiness.
I'm retired now. I got lucky with something.
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