OLD CASTRATI, june 2019 ----------------------- [lots of talk has been purged from this conversation] P: so what if, WHAT IF... there's a whole grade of illusion spells. i don't mean 'tricks', i mean MAGIC SPELLS, the real deal, irl realtime photoshop right before your eyes. P: because even though it was irl, it was REALLY HARD for me to figure out what some people were. there does seem to be humanoid variability. remember when i said on super mega RARE occasions, i'd see a humanoid that was mostly consistent but had one really odd little feature? P: on SUPER RARE occasions, a male will have high ears. super rare. sometimes a female will have low ears. i saw a photo of kim jung il that might have MAYBE been photoshopped, the ear was super low. like MAYBE an editor cut the ear, put it low, and smoothed out the rest of the image. idk. P: i've seen women with narrow, straight coathanger shoulders but short humerus bones. P: there are times when a person looks mostly female but the shoulder slope varies WILDLY. my tranly has mega slope shoulders, as do other martins and females, but some females don't have the super ultra steep slopes we do. sometimes people mostly look female but have less steep slopes. P: this is tricky... ??? P: or that big strat with little dinky tiny martin hands. that was odd. P: but i had shittier discernment and major wishful thinking in the past, i'm less bad today. but i know i really REALLY can't trust myself, my brain lies to me more than anyone else can. P: is it possible some freaks can cast irl-photoshop? H: I really despise the spergy never know when to shut up martins. H: Ive had TWO ftm roomates who would attempt to keep talking to me through the door after i ended the conversation and locked myself in my room. Freaks. P: the thing that ___ is probably defined by, is that martin smartypants knowitall won't shut up, look how smart i am, pissing contest shit. H: Was getting drunk and angrily talking about __________ part of the script or its just the kinda stuff these perverts like talking about? H: I know exactly the gross feeling you have. I get it around my rexdad. They cant help but be absolutely vile. P: i think it's like talking in code with a narrative framing device. P: all the details lining up. we're having migraines, thunderstorms, _____ ... could it be?? H: It could be any day, really. Time is up. Long past overdue. How long have i been talking about the bright sun and moon and time being fast. Still amazes me how few people talk about those 3 obvious things P: ancient old trannies or idk if ugly cisgendered people, are hard. they're stunted, the old ancient strats have shaved brows and turkey necks, they're hunched and crunched and wear padded diaper things to give them 'hips', they stick their boy arms out... P: some people i just cant fuckin tell, old "ladies", who even knows. P: the sky looks so weird. the clouds look smeared around in a circle around me. so weird. clouds are weird. firmament is weird. those drones and the chemtrails are weird. they're not NORMAL 3d objects. 3d objects behave a certain way, clouds and stuff in the sky do not act like physical objects. P: more to say. but... old baffos... are baffling. YOU CANNOT TELL WHAT OLD CASTRATI ARE. they know all the tricks and they're crippled, deformed, and melted. P: old strats are stunted, their ears are high up, their necks are shriveled and forced down painfully into their ribcages, their arms are all janky, their spines look like they got crushed by a machine, they wear big poofy diaper things, they're a fuckin mess. P: men have long palm sections of their hands and long femurs, that's an EXCELLENT bio indicator. femurs. P: saw too many baffos today. pregnant martins. saw a dumpy wigger martin draggin her kid along in a wagon. P: had enough. the sky looks so weird. the moon looks weird. does staring at the moon make you see reality? what's up with "the moon must be out, people are loonies". wtf up with that. lunatics. what is it. P: i mean, the ear and jaw and brow thing on ancient strats is weird. it looks like in addition to mouth shrinking surgery, their brows are flat, their eyes are tiny and shriveled like they're high and their eye sockets might not be cavernous. their jaws look weak. their ears, can they be moved? face lifts are a thing. why not ear lifts. some ears are grotesque and deformed. ancient strats are a random grab bag of boy and woman features. H: My mtf family members are very very convincing strats. They stand weird to bow out the hips and have shrunken necks and higher ears like you say not huge jawed. Long femurs. P: the takeaway was: celebs and porn stars are 0 effort and dont fool no one. so the everyday ones can pass. P: you said that a few times. that's a really truthful thing. P: also i wonder if osteoporosis is a castrato only thing. "oh you want a curved spine? HERE'S YOUR CURVED SPINE" *CRUNCHHH* P: also i swear some bio women in the cult, do everything they can to look strattish. some i had to reeaaaallly examine hard and determined, they're bio women trying to look dudely with costumes. P: you know the 'men pretending to be women pretending to be men" thing, how about "real woman pretending to be a boy pretending to be a woman". H: Those are about as common as bio female lesbos who look like martins P: ... but my thoughts keep returning to "those old ladies... ? ? ? HOW are they stunted like that, shallow eyes, filled-in eye sockets, shriveled neck, wtf". also some of them appear to shave their eyebrows and have fake dark eyebrow tattooes close to the eyes. like they got fat injections in their eye sockets and got tattooes OVER the eyesocket skin? weird. P: looks like many strat practices in addition to mouth shrinking, got dropped. /end for now