DREAMS YOU HAD, feb 2019 ------------------------ P: if you feel like talking about your dreams or dreams you've heard about, this is the post to do it. H: Had a weird dream last night I slept over at simply sarahs house. I helped her make some sugar cookies. P: irl for the past 3 days it been overcast and no moonlight to be seen. but the 'overcast' can be SO THICK it can even cover up the super mega bright moon. that's thick. P: FIRST: P: some loooong walk dream made out of maps of places i know irl, and had a mishmashed amalgamate store of stores i been in irl. P: SECOND: P: a dream taking place more in town, and there was a group of people on my radar in the area but icr if they were 'good' or 'bad' or why i was paying attention to them and what they were doing. mostly i remember thinking a lot about certain video cameras/camcorders at a tech store. i was thoroughly examining all the displayed models of cameras (that looked weird cuz it's a dream) and thinking real hard about all this. many of the cameras had a weird clamshell phone look to them, and... it was just weird. many were black and felt rubbery (irl that stuff degrades in years and gets DISGUSTING, so irl never ever get anything black and rubbery. don't.) and others were brilliant glimmering silver with that coarse texture to it. they also looked like laptops and were basically single units that you could shoot/record and edit right on the device. P: outside there was a river that wound all over the place. P: THIRD: P: some really really huge lake area, it was nigiht and cloudy out. i had finally gotten a camera somehow, but it wasn't one of the bizarre weird ones from the previous dreams. this was a chunky silver regular digital camera. the store i visited in dream 1 was kind of a significant landmark. there was maybe 100ish people around this lake area. kinda looked like a resort. we were here expecting an event. i was running around making preparations for.. something i forgot. P: the cloudy sky was breaking up and orange (!!!) glowing clusters were appearing in the sky. they looked so weird an alien. actually, the sky looked like UNDERWATER with glowing living bioluminescent orange clusters glowing and blossoming. hard to describe. when this happened i got super jumpy because the event we were waiting for was starting. P: at some point my best option was to SWIM across the long pond to get to the ceremony area. i had a few things in my hands including the regular camera that shouldn't get wet, and almost no time so i had to swim over there with the camera in my hand above the water. P: then some weird black griffin thing arrived and gave a speech while the glowing things in the sky blossomed, and while we were all polite and listening, it seemed none of us were pleased that some big alien griffin thing appeared and started filibustering, but no one wanted to start an argument with it. him or her. hard to say the gender of the black alien griffin. it seemed like it was stalling for something, or trying to distract us. P: all i can remember for now. P: isnt it funny how neither you nor me ever had some big freakin prophecy spiritual holy dream H: Bunch of liars / egomanics. Probably being shown these things by demons if they arent just bullshiting 100% P: the things demons showed you in dreams sure ain't 'prophecy' it's just torment H: All the trannies who claimed they died and saw heaven too and came back. Bunch of bullshit. P: always giving many contradictory accounts that never line up on any detail P: i actually have a very common and beloved theme in my dreams, where i find an ancient, oooold computer or even a vg console, often it would have been running for decades, and was completely forgotten the whole time. i'd go poking around in it and find ye olde interwebs or local games to play. like little racing games, shooting games, etc. i love those dreams. P: one dream i had was hard to describe, me and a group of people had to crawl all over a rocky landscape and find little tiny itty bitty nes-like console things that had been running for decades, and turn them off. huh. H: Sounds nostalgic P: i had a lot of vidya-inspired dreams where i'd be some weird mishmashed vidya protag, or i'd be chillin with one, and we'd go explore badass 'beta' mega crystal glitter caves full of awesome cool stuff H: Yeah... my dreams all suck H: My most common dreams are... everyone i know yelling at me for no good reason... people chasing me for no reason until i eventually get super exhausted and just wake up. Or gross sexual dreams (although havent got these since doing a lot of repenting and praying for protection from these demonic dreams) that i want nothing to do with but i dont have a choice. P: when i thought about the unfun dreams i had, i realized how much i purge my brain of dreams... now why can't i do that with irl bad memories. sucks you're having this problem, but it'll end soon. Jesus get here now!!! P: (also i think i'm feeling weird little earth tremors rn...) H: Two nights ago dream i was in some weird zombie apocalypse scenario by myself and got picked up by police who said they would take me back to the weird camp i was staying at. I knew i was in a dream and wanted out of it so i was trying to pinch myself in the dream and could feel my body was paralyzed. I never can remember to call out to Jesus Christ to get me out of the dream. Im praying on that hopefully i can get better at it. P: i wonder when zombies started getting REALLY POPULAR, like was it mid 90s? they were kinda a thing in the 80s i think but they definitely got more popular. P: also it looks to me like outer space was explosively popular in 70s and 80s but not as popular today. P: freaks like to call Jesus a zombie, but i heard zombies are a reference to what'll happen when people will be unable to die. and the brain thing might refer to eating hormones harvested from brains. H: Interesting connection to when they will want to die and try to kill themselves but it wont work. Definitely zombies. P: in one dream i saw a bizarrely terrifying little black shape staring at me, and i couldn't call on Jesus. i was paralyzed. P: often in dreams i'd have weirdly powerful emotional reactions like hatred, fear, disgust, etc. at something benign like a spoon or a cup or a little pile of dirt or something. H: THIS SPOON IN PARTICULAR IS PISSING ME OFF! AREGGGGG H: My dreams are horrible and annoying and dont make much sense. H: My latest one had me and rexbro and maybe a few others hanging out on the belltower of some mudflood building that was also aparently the fake history museum for the town i grew up in. I missed a class I had to teach (hrmm maybe foreshadowing to missing my meeting today with my tutor client, although i just pushed it back and its okay). And ended with my rexbro falling on some of these weird moving platforms we needed to navigate to get down. H: Thats generally how my dreams are. Stupid stressful nonsense. H: I often dream about missing entire classes I was supposed to be teaching. Thats a super common dream i have and its just mega stressful to think of all the students sitting there waiting for me and i just never show up and dont sent an email out or anything. H: It was nice whe I was a dialy smoker and didnt have dreams, or maybe i had the dreams but just didnt remember. Who knows. Maybe this is something i gotta work on. Ive been praying every night for better less stresful dreams and they are kinda better than some of the really horrible dreams i have... but they still suck. P: i actually have TONS AND TONS of really awkward dreams about school/college where i'm enrolled, i'm super super late, i dont know my way around, and the most common thing is... i realize i completely utterly forgot certain classes i was enrolled in. like i'd be going for a month in the dream and realize there was a class i never stepped foot in. P: i also hated getting 'dead pet dreams' where i'd dream i had some pet i utterly forgot about and felt horrible, terrible, awful, etc. i'd be so glad to wake up. H: Yeah i would get similar dreams about being enrolled in classes i never went to. And or show up to class and everyone has these huge essays out on their desk and i had no idea anything was due P: dreams sure have their consistent genres. P: i loved 'spring dreams' as i call them, they're sadly super rare. it'd be a nice lively spring/summer day, there'd be water and bugs everywhere, and these self contained pillars of water you could enter and swim around in, huge ponds full of glittering fish like you couldn't imagine. and lots of flowers. and a river. hm. interesting. also these usually had some crazy bgm going. P: bgm in dreams is interesting. there's no musicians or speakers anywhere, it's like the air itself has some funky rhythm going on. H: Pillars of self contained water. Definitely a thing. I remember one dream i had my house was filled with water like that. Pretty sure i drowned and woke up.. haha P: you're supposed to not drown in them. you did it wrong. H: Yeah well. I hate dreams H: Amusement park/ museum type place H: Lynch exhibit H: Tim curry H: Some middle act i don't remember H: Murant guitar boy H: Trampoline fun, briefly H: Line to exit, vape bag baby H: Slanted rainy exit angled so salty water goes up your nose H: Hilly exit with bad drivers H: Pickup truck stops for me once im basically there, cute dog tickles, going nowhere so i walk the rest H: At the zipline exit H: Physics inertia ball blocks my way H: Children falling out windows (almost) ropes almost burning through H: I get back in the exit but its packed with people now H: Go back for second zipline attempt H: Wake up /end