LITTLE THINGS, feb 2019 ----------------------- P: Jesus spoke in PARABLES. a word for that concept today is "anal logs". more sodomy words we don't need. let's use 'parables' to describe things using parallel concepts. P: also an interesting thing someone said that stuck with me forever, is that when she was a child, she assumed that the world she saw around her was just loaded for her to see, like in a video game. the stuff she couldn't see wasn't rendered to her. interesting... i often see really SHARP cyan sky past the trees, no matter how lumpy the terrain around me was. this person was probably right. and we'll probably meet her again real soon. P: when i was a cringey stupid teenager, i would spend HOOOOUUURRRS tinkering on vain fluff no one would ever look at. i thought people would read my profiles or look at my drawings, so i'd dump hours of effort and polish on them to appear 'smart' and 'good'. what a waste of time. as i matured, i cared less and less, and just didn't have the energy or attention to do that. got more simple, more to the point. P: best examples of little things, both good and bad. P: good little things, P: - going for a walk on a TRULY NICE DAY, no crazy ott sun trying to kill us or weird spontaneous torrents of rain. P: - nice conversations with REAL PEOPLE, truly a rarity among rarities P: - nice peaceful QUIET, no telephones or idiot boxes blaring, no being bothered by aggravating bs P: - no health problems for anyone P: - no scary bills or tax things or scary paperwork P: - no annoying obligations. nothing eating the backs of our minds P: - wow this list is very negative P: bad things: P: - fake users, bots, advertisements, airplane and train and automobile noises P: - asshole neighbors arguing while drunk P: -- let's call them 'neighbots' P: ... looks like my list of nice things is really a list of the absence of bad things. death by a million cuts. the straw that broke the camel's back. H: Yes. Even the good is getting rid of all the bad P: isn't it funny how fairy tales and disney promote 'disney princesses' and there are video game 'princesses' like the ones you gotta rescue. and they're all fresh young 20ish regal cartoon trannies. same with 'princes' like 'prince charming' and stuff. P: but irl they're all a minimum of a million years old. just kinda funny. what's pushed in toon/vg media, vs what's pushed in 'serious news'. P: in high school, there was a thing called "day of silence' where the many many lgbt-supporting students could opt to remain silent all day. i wonder how this would go if the teacher decided to call on a student to answer a question. i bet that would be a good time to go "im doin day of silence" in history class haha. anyway icr what 'day of silence' represented, suicide or something, whatever. P: and always, always the day after "day of silence" would be the equally cringey "day of truth" where anti-lgbt students would do the exact same thing, refuse to speak as a form of protest against lgbt. but uhh... it's called "day of TRUTH" and they don't talk at all, it's the exact same thing as day of silence, so. ??? P: also some students were massively flamboyantly gay, wearing rainbows and shit. i bet their parents put them up to that or no allowance. IB: Never had anything that extreme in school. Guess I got out before that agenda kicked in. IB: I remember every year there was a 'moment of silence' for all the soldiers who "die" in the fake wars for our "freedom" and "peace". Gotta get em young and manipulate their emotions. H: Cant we all just die now? P: lately apparently there's been talk (on an imageboard full of trolls) that lately people (assuming it's not samefag pretending to be several different people) have been feeling more at ease? like some disturbance in the force has been taken away? like some evil entity has died and things are less bad? some people say the moon has something to do with it, but idk. i haven't really felt slightly different lately. IB: I can't give an opinion on whether some ambient feeling has improved or not. Internally I've changed quite a lot since finding out about the overarching conspiracy so I can't compare now to before. Made it so I didn't have to worry about any of their schemes. Also made me confident in my own practical endeavors - don't have to listen to any of their advice on how to do things because it's always full of misinformation - so I can figure out how to do things through action and not be concerned about doing things the "right way" (usually the wrong way). IB: Maybe it has something to do with how the truth is being unveiled recently? It seems really odd that the truth was hidden for so long when there's seemingly nothing preventing the truth being released - they aren't capable of intense information suppression like disappearing people. (Maybe they could in the past?) There's no records of people finding out the truth decades ago. Then again maybe people did find out the truth in the past but didn't have the self confidence to acknowledge it, so they just ignored it or remained confused. I've seen comments on transvestigation videos of older relatives being confused about how the "men" and "women" on tv don't look like men or women. IB: I have noticed that recently there have been a few clear or mostly clear sky days - no chemtrails or clouds - so the sun can shine over everything. Sunlight is super important for health. Also I've heard the idea that fluoride is what causes sunburn. IB: I've heard the idea that the sun emits energy and the moon absorbs energy. Not just thermal energy but energy inside your body. If the moon is getting brighter does that mean it's absorbing less energy as it's emitting more? Or it could be absorbing more energy to emit more. H: I feel worse P: hotels: any hotel that won't have so many junkies and prostitutes actively doing their thing, are OUTRAGEOUSLY OVERPRICED and room service is pretty much mandatory. if a hotel is reasonably priced, it's 200% guaranteed to have free used needles and hookers all over the place. if it's OUTRAGEOUSLY OVERPRICED, the 'staff' is gonna come into your room, like it or not, and steal anything they want. P: they stole my gameboy when i was a child. that's room service at a nice resort for ya. at least the company reimbursed us for that. still shouldn't have happened in the first place. P: who needs their room cleaned out EVERY SINGLE DAY when we're there for just a few days? we can clean up after ourselves. why don't they just clean up when we leave. and if you feel a laundry bag is useful and you leave it around with your clean socks in it, the staff will grab it and smack you with a 'doing your laundry fee". HOW ABOUT GO AWAY. P: so a thought popped into my head about 'labor pains' of the coming glory. so time's kicked up a bit, i counted 10 old seconds and the clock said it was 23s, and the moon's still been absent. stars still haven't fallen but it's back to being overcast. P: for the past SEVERAL YEARS which really isn't that long, i'd wake up in the morning feeling like i should kms and i've had several extremely bad despair, emptiness, abandonment and isolation meltdowns. these days i feel like an empty husk with no joy or spark inside. whenever i'd try to get back to something i used to enjoy, something i was MADE TO DO, i'd only make utter shit and feel stupid and worthless. i have no joy. no interest. nothing intrigues me anymore. nothing is fun or interesting. it's all stupid and pointless. P: some days im more sensitive to the pain than others. agony or numbness, those are my two emotions. P: are these the 'contractions' or... or what. the more i have to wait, the worse this will be. i've longsuffered quite enough. we all have. P: ps: also empty houses and fake businesses would be an excellent next video! H: yeah empty houses is a good topic. Fake businesses too. The ones you go hrmmm wonder what this place is, then the "owner" comes out and scowls at you angrily and tries to get you to leave ASAP.... Then the business stays there for decades. Uhhhhh who is shopping there? Who's paying the rent? P: owner acts like he's gonna tackle you. how the hell does he stay in business. also this was a suit, tie, and hat shop i had in mind... there was also a german shephard laying around. at least the dog was chill. but uhhh, dog in a clothing store??? P: interesting how modern "hebrew" is a plegm language, Bible's in original language, probably Chaldean, and modern 'hebrew' is written right to left. hello smudge city. also "people who can't tell their right from left". H: Same chapter interesting use of publish Return to thine own house, and shew how great things God hath done unto thee. And he went his way, and published throughout the whole city how great things Jesus had done unto him. Luke 8:39 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/luk.8.39.KJV P: yeah i read that today and of course they had printing presses back then. also a part where some healed guy's parents got called... what iffff telephones were also a thing back then. it's crazy how the narrators push we were banging rocks together 100y ago. H: Same chapter jeopardy But as they sailed he fell asleep: and there came down a storm of wind on the lake; and they were filled with water, and were in jeopardy. Luke 8:23 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/luk.8.23.KJV H: Then came to him his mother and his brethren, and could not come at him for the press. Luke 8:19 KJV https://bible.com/bible/1/luk.8.19.KJV H: This is where the press comes from. Strange expression. I wonder if its because the crowds were so dense they were pressing up on Jesus as He spoke. Reminds me of concerns too and the gates they have to keep the crowd back P: or press as in a printing press. i heard the word 'cliche' comes from the sound a stereotype press makes when it makes an impression. H: Good point. Right to left is dumb /end part 1