There's a lot to be said for being pulled out of a dream state while you're sleeping too quickly. Because sometimes you end up bringing those dreams into reality. I don't know if you've ever done any psychedelics or anything but some of those visions from psychedelic trips will show up after coming out of a dream state too fast. In the past few years I've been noticing more and more. Because I'm kind of basing a lot of my thoughts about other dimensions on using existing beliefs and tools and meditative... oh blah blah blah. the point is is I'm too cheap and I don't feel like hanging around a bunch of fucking hippie cocksuckers to want to ingest drugs around them and listen to their bullshit and crying and weeping and buzzword crap, so I do it on my own without drugs and it's a pain in the ass and it takes forever but you can get to these weird states of consciousness with just a little paying attention and exploring certain situations and scenarios. I've woken up from a beautiful dream state once and saw something that I felt were atoms of the universe in my eyes and when I dragged my hands through my vision it look like I was dragging my hands through water. The air and what I was looking at waved and bobbed like I was touching a reflection in the water and that was the area above my head in my camper. I also get a kick out of geometric patterns watching. These patterns just appear sometimes just when I'm thinking about stuff, they're colorless but they move around and expand and contract kind of like a fractal in a way. I have no idea if that's what people pay thousands of dollars to go look for with a potion and some weird dude with an amulet around their neck who are named Malek. but it seems to work for me and I found an entertaining and relaxing.
I didn't mean to hijack your experience,sorry. That's crazy fucked up. Definitely you brought a demon with you. And you know that God doesn't care that you have sex in God's presence because you're having sex in God's presence anyway. Love, sex, pleasure, are all things that are created for us to appreciate living. And by doing that we appreciate what the Creator has given us. Crosses are just hocus pocus and mind control. But I do believe the power of holding such relics and props combined with other people doing such things creates an energy through the intention. Like when you were saying the Our Father you weren't the only one doing so. There were probably 100,000 other humans doing it at the same time and that alone has a cohesive powerful energy.
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