I totally get your mindset and your misgivings, or 'scruples' as the old puritans would say. Because I'm the same way. But I've seen too much (which I won't go into it at this late date) to make me a believer, that Trump is maintained by a white hat military faction and that he really is taking down the cabal and that a great awakening is imminent. Which I understand why you reject that. But the reasons you give, the folk I hang with have put forth some solid and reasonable possible explanations for all of them. I'm not trying to convince you, just wanting to 'respect' (not strictly) one another's take. I won't go into it, but the vaccine for example (which yeah, that stumbled me immensely), it was put forth that Trump, by initiating 'operation warp speed,' blew to hell the cabal's plan of a slower more methodical destruction via further more deadly vaccines. One would accept, if they believed this, that some initial collateral damage would ensue, just as in any war (to save a larger part of humanity). Something like that, but as I say, I'm not trying to convince you and I totally understand why you have the feelings you do. It's a pretty sick and sad feeling too, that's for sure, I entertained the same but thus far have remained in the saddle. It's late and I was up all night last night and can't think well at the moment, so apologies for sounding convoluted and not explaining myself well.