The lockdown and working from home bullshit definitely contributed to an acceleration of my drinking. It took away certain consequences. Waking up at the usual time to get ready and make it to work routine was taken away. I didn’t have to worry about reeking of booze from the night before. I could literally not do shit and said I did. I did my job however, but not at the level I should have. I feel shame in that. This “pandemic” worked masterfully in so many ways to diminish us. The problem is for them is that we didn’t take long to find all the hallmarks of what they were up to. The had to work extremely fast because their 16 year plan was interrupted by Trump. It was sloppy. However, they executed long term damage on many families, and many are now addicts, and dependent on the system. They got some of what they wanted. This will not be forgotten.