Ya, it's not worth wasting good energy on obvious losses.
My family basically walked away from me when I was young due to rumors, lies, and just plain old not wanting me around because I was the last of 7 to parents who didn't even like or want kids. They're all shallow people who put on false fronts and live in their own little bubbles. They don't know me or how I've developed as an adult so I want them to see that before any of us die.
They did you a FAVOR, it sounds like - honestly! I'm sure it was soul-crushing at the time, being abandoned by your own family, but I'm a firm believer in the notion that being around a toxic/abusive family is WORSE than having no family at all. In my book, it's your family who missed out on having your awesome presence in THEIR lives - not the other way around. Let them stew in their own warped juices with the bioweapon poison eating them up from the inside.
Try not to count on any of them having epiphanies about anything (including how fabulous you've become) before they pass. Approval only matters if you value the opinion of the appover, ya know? I don't value my brother's opinion about a single thing, thus, what he thinks of me carries no weight whatsoever. I invested countless hours of research and sharing info - trying to redpill, deprogram, unbrainwash, and wake his pathetic ass up to no avail - just hoping to save his life by preventing him from taking those damn shots. And he's already taken 3 death blows so far, and will gleefully take more boosters whenever they're available too. So he's dead to me now. I've already made peace with it.
Hope that you're able to release your toxic family from your mind/body/spirit and feel GRATITUDE for them falling away from your ascended, enlightened self. They can only bring you harm, zap your energy, hold back your ascension, and interfere with your higher dimension frequency. Let them all go - they do NOT deserve you! :-)
They did you a FAVOR, it sounds like - honestly!
Ya, they did, and I know it. But they don't and never will.
Try not to count on any of them having epiphanies about anything (including how fabulous you've become) before they pass. Approval only matters if you value the opinion of the appover, ya know?
I'm hoping that what's going to come out will make them rethink their own attitudes of denial towards my trying to red-pill them. But as you point out, their approval of me is worthless to me at this point.
I invested countless hours of research and sharing info - trying to redpill, deprogram, unbrainwash, and wake his pathetic ass up to no avail - just hoping to save his life by preventing him from taking those damn shots.
These people are caught up in a lifetime of believing the lies. It's the newer generations who'll be fully enlightened.
Hope that you're able to release your toxic family from your mind/body/spirit and feel GRATITUDE for them falling away from your ascended, enlightened self. They can only bring you harm, zap your energy, hold back your ascension, and interfere with your higher dimension frequency. Let them all go - they do NOT deserve you! :-)
Thanks for that. I gave up on them as a family years ago, and my recent red-pilling has only been done for the pleasure of sticking it to them for being such callous and shallow human beings. It's a form of tension release for me.
Great to hear you've conquered that horrible journey and arrived where you are now. It's certainly heartbreaking to watch family members self-destruct like that, but at least you're not in the path of their demolitioned building collapse that's coming. You have a totally clear conscience in the whole thing and you tried your guts out to bring them into the light. That's all any of us can do.
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