LOL! You know it!
My other older brother is worse. I think he's part of their cult, based on a number of things too long to get into here. He won't talk to me at all.
Ditto here. But I actually told HIM to never contact me again and blocked his phone #. I'm done with that b.s. - he sucks my energy like a vampire. I'm not equipped to de-program or un-brainwash him (and it's not my job). I've tried to wake his ass up for over 5 years and I'm done trying. Should have walked away yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeears ago. :-S
Ya, it's not worth wasting good energy on obvious losses.
My family basically walked away from me when I was young due to rumors, lies, and just plain old not wanting me around because I was the last of 7 to parents who didn't even like or want kids. They're all shallow people who put on false fronts and live in their own little bubbles. They don't know me or how I've developed as an adult so I want them to see that before any of us die.
They did you a FAVOR, it sounds like - honestly! I'm sure it was soul-crushing at the time, being abandoned by your own family, but I'm a firm believer in the notion that being around a toxic/abusive family is WORSE than having no family at all. In my book, it's your family who missed out on having your awesome presence in THEIR lives - not the other way around. Let them stew in their own warped juices with the bioweapon poison eating them up from the inside.
Try not to count on any of them having epiphanies about anything (including how fabulous you've become) before they pass. Approval only matters if you value the opinion of the appover, ya know? I don't value my brother's opinion about a single thing, thus, what he thinks of me carries no weight whatsoever. I invested countless hours of research and sharing info - trying to redpill, deprogram, unbrainwash, and wake his pathetic ass up to no avail - just hoping to save his life by preventing him from taking those damn shots. And he's already taken 3 death blows so far, and will gleefully take more boosters whenever they're available too. So he's dead to me now. I've already made peace with it.
Hope that you're able to release your toxic family from your mind/body/spirit and feel GRATITUDE for them falling away from your ascended, enlightened self. They can only bring you harm, zap your energy, hold back your ascension, and interfere with your higher dimension frequency. Let them all go - they do NOT deserve you! :-)
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