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I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy.

I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts..
I know there are others.

This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5)

As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks..

I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone.
OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 .

After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy. I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts.. I know there are others. This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5) As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks.. I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone. OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 . After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

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[–] • 2 pts

Not saying this flippantly, maybe some wry humor in a dark place: PLEASE stay alive cuz we all gonna beat those bastards...together.

I am just gonna write it as it comes to me:

you were chosen for this hard track precisely because YOU ARE THAT TOUGH.

when others around you, your mates (the word i hear) an' whomever, was in the middle of that fight, guess who was the last one standing?

you.

so keep standing, stand firm as said in Ephesians. I hope you are getting some Scripture in you for this is primarily a spiritual fight.

Even with all the other "stuff". Dangit, [they] CANT get your soul and that riles them up more than anything.

No, [they] are NOT gonna get your soul cuz you have ALL OF US out here praying for you.

I do not know anything about you, all of this was from Spirit. Even now with what you are facing, yes there will be more but guess what??

You will STILL be left standing and some of [them] will be facing Hell. Read that as you will WRWY. Believe it.

I pray you some rest/rejuvenation however that may come, in Jesus' Name. And amen.

[–] • 2 pts

That was a great response to OP shows class, read to many times some basement dweller encouraging the exact opposite. And to OP it takes courage to bare your soul like that hang in there you were chosen for your toughness, each of us has a cross to bear and while we might feel like God shafted us sometimes at our weakest anyone else might crumble under the weight. One last thing we can't leave anyone behind God Bless!

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ThanQ for the encouragement. It is always appreciated.

Any strength i gotta give credit to the Most High. He has pulled me out of plenty of messes before i even surrendered to Him. Of course i must say again His Name: Jesus Christ.

I've had a coupla meltdowns in my life, but still not radioactive. (kek!) This by His Grace and Mercy. Any onslaught i will say He has preserved me from worse harm/death.

Also by His Grace i have never felt He done anything "bad" to me, i instead did not make the best choices (being lost in spiritual darkness). THANK GOD He turned on the Light!

But, man, i wanna kick the debbil in the chops. Gotta be satisfied that Christ Jesus will do it when He rolls all this up at the end of days.

Again, thanQ for the uplifting reply. I pray that God CONTINUE to give you strength to endure and the wisdom in knowing how to give the enemy a headache. Amen?

March on.

Isaiah 40: 30-31 "…30Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall. 31But those who wait upon the LORD will renew their strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint."

This can be your proclamation when you (or any believer) are slap wore out. He will be your strength and your shield.

Yes, we are not gonna leave anyone behind.

[–] [deleted] • 2 pts

I'm still here. 9 - 0 a perfect score.

[–] • 0 pt

Apologize for delay, was out of the net.

Glad you are still here, kick 'em in the cabal and keep going!

Take a breather when you can. I'll see you in the trenches, well, know that i am there with you,

As we all are.

Godspeed!

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

I LOVE your comment - lots of wisdom

[–] • 1 pt

ThanQ, anon.

I must give credit to Spirit, He just had me pipe up to encourage. His wisdom.

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

I believe you - was definitely authentic - and quite inspirational.

[–] • 1 pt

Nicely said!

[–] • 2 pts

I appreciate it. I know that we share the same sentiment. Praying in agreement with your for perseverance and comfort for OP by God's Holy Spirit!

[–] • 2 pts

Yessir!