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I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy.

I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts..
I know there are others.

This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5)

As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks..

I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone.
OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 .

After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy. I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts.. I know there are others. This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5) As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks.. I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone. OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 . After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

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  1. OP is a probable schizophrenic

  2. its pretty obvious.

  3. things he has said make this obvious

  4. the state with its 20k-30k private contractors have likely seen his posts here or elsewhere and marked him in a database

  5. ironically they have likely legitimately harassed OP to trigger his paranoia and cause a 'muh terrorism' type event.

The stasi in east germany used to break into peoples homes and legit put snakes in the walls and discretely move furniture in order to cause people to think they were going insane. And the result would be it would cause them to do just that.

The agencies are full of rats involved in these sorts of bullshit mind games.

My recommendation to OP is to video everything and declare to everyone you know that you are a pacifist, hate violence, and have never been suicidal.

It'll raise questions (and thus make them less likely to carry through with suiciding you into a patsy) if theres more to this then you just being a schizo.