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I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy.

I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts..
I know there are others.

This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5)

As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks..

I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone.
OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 .

After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

I apologize for this being garbled. ( driven by issues i can't control) that is now 9 attempts on my life and I am still here.. A few nights ago i was in a very dark place I thanQ each and everyone of you. The reason I posted it this is the only place I feel i can without being locked up for being crazy. I found out it wasn't ONLY me. That next ,morning a very good buddy admitted himself tot he hospital for the same thoughts.. I know there are others. This attack was triggered by the mental health professionals in the department of Oregon Health Authority. it was knowing and deliberate.. how it can hit that hard and fast is three things 1. I was put through MK Ultra 2. each time it seams it takes longer to fully "recover" ( not sure of right words to use here) 3. It was done by mental health. ( exact same shit they used to kill the four soldiers in medical hold while i was there in a few months time frame. I was supposed to be number 5) As of right now i am back at 2008 time frame all that hard work gone. and each attack takes so much out of you. especially when you have no way to defend yourself and no way to prevent these attacks.. I recently figured out why they were attacking me at the first. ( 2007/2008 ) I didn't know it at the time but i uncovered a money laundering scam involving the 4 BILLION dollar upgrade to the KMTC ( Kabul Military Training Center ) Ranges and Training areas. 2006 - 2007 I was the Range Control NCOIC at KMTC. not only did I unknowingly expose it i cut 2million off of 1 project alone. OI found out the hard way one can be over educated. I am also a Journeyman Carpenter i graduated form the United Brotherhood of Carpenters and Jointers apprenticeship program in june 1992 . After each attack i am weaker. ( that is what scares me the most) My dog reminded me of a promise I made after Mr. Hannity saved my life during that first attempt on it.. As long as I am alive these bastards have lost.

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[–] • 5 pts

Yikes. Continued prayers for you. Hang in there. (Dogs rule!)

[–] • 3 pts (edited )

Yes, glad to hear you are still here! Many prayers lifted for you. This is answered prayer!

Hang on!

I've heard the new Medical Beds DO Wonders! I've even heard that shortly after Trump is back in the oval office again (March 4?), they will be rolled out.

Plus MONEY!!! Trump Team have been taking back all the money stolen from We The People, and he is going to see to it that we all get our share of it! Nesara/Gesara stuff.

https://poal.co/s/QStorm/258042

Hang on, and if you can't do anything else during these attacks just keep repeating the name of JESUS. Ask Jesus for help.

Surround yourself with Christian Music.

I am the Lord that HEALETH Thee:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0H2PxM4LmnM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtyVdC7E6Wo&list=RDEtyVdC7E6Wo&start_radio=1&t=29

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZsZkB-HcyE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gTQvpMeh1A&list=PL1BA82219D5F264B4

Here's a thought:

You think your life is "disposable". Why? Because that is what satan is telling you.

But YOU have been through the horrific experience of mkultra......AND YOU SURVIVED IT!

Now think of all the innocent children born under ground, and never saw the Sun.

Do you think they were treated KINDLY in these tunnels???

Of course not!

So because you are so strong, YOU might be called to help with the rehabilitation of these thousands of innocent children who have absolutely no idea what "normal life" is.

You think your life is useless?

Not in God's eyes.

And not in the eyes of these children who have been through some horrors themselves.

God only knows what they have been through.

YOU are a SURVIVOR for a REASON!

I don't know if this is what God's calling for you is, but you can see that God makes no mistakes.

You SURVIVED, and YOU just might be here to help others SURVIVE.

You see?

God helps you, so that you can help others.

THAT's God's "economy".

Whenever you think your life is too much to bear, think of these innocent children born into these horrors.

They are worse off than you.

The new Medical Beds are helping them to heal. I hope they will help you to heal too.

Hang On!

God makes no mistakes.

YOU are HERE for a REASON!

Everytime satan comes at you with his LIES, you throw that back into his face!

Also throw "The Blood of Jesus" at him too.......he really hates that! ;)

[–] • 2 pts

Surrounding you in beautiful white light. I ask Arch Angel Michael to stand by you with his sword drawn and protect you. You will get through this! Stay strong... So much good is ahead, just try and hang in there!!🌈👼🙏

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Can you tell is about your MK experience or is that too personal/creates problems for you?

Do you believe the attempts on your life are due to uncovering the money laundering?

What can we do to help you recover faster? Do you still do carpentry work? For me, doing physical work (not with professional training like you had) always helps me feel better.

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Best example is this. one of the soldiers was a gunner in a hummer that hit an IED in Iraq. He was blown out of the gunners hatch and hit his head on a large rock. It took a base ball sized chunk out of his kevlar. He was medicated strait to Madigan at Ft. lewis Washington. He went through Brain Surgery at Madigan Hospital then placed with us. Standing next to him when he told his doctor ( who was walking by) he was having brain issues. that doctor looked him strait in the face and said this ( I will never forget these words)
Look I told you before there is nothing wrong with your brain... The fact you went through Brain Surgery means nothing.... You need to prove your injury by two separate witness statements who witnessed the event. you need a letter from your 1st sergeant or CO, and you need a letter form a Battalion SGM or higher.... 2 days later he killed himself... as for me things i told the psychiatrist came back into my face from our cadre. My doctor forced me to take the opioids as directed not as needed .every day i had to take all my med pill bottles to my doctor if i hade 1 more pill than i should have they would be taken away.. 1 less i would be charged as a drug dealer.
I tore several ribs from my spine neck jacked up, and lost two inches the year before We have no outlets. we talk to family we can held legally accountable if we don't " Control" them in accordance with UCMJ we had no one we could trust. we did find a few of them embeded just to divide us .
The President knew this was going on. Pentagon knew. They were all in on this i had no one i could go to. divided broken drugged abuused malpractice upon and then when i went to formal board hearing i was told if i walked into that room they would find me guilty of malingering... they would take two of my rank away they would give me a dishonorable discharge

That very moment i was punched in the throat hard. my Jag Officer stood there and did nothing....
I knew that very moment i was garbage. ( thown away)

Senator Patty Murry even came down " to investigate"

[–] • 1 pt (edited )

Holy Shit!

I hope all this happened before Trump got into Office and corrected things for Vets, and not after.

One thing is FOR SURE:

YOU ARE NOT GARBAGE!!!!!!!

Far, Far From it!

These are LIES!

Refute them!

Almighty GOD, Jesus Christ DIED for YOU!!!!

Would God lay down His life for "garbage"????

NO!!!

YOU have been made in the IMAGE of GOD Almighty!

YOU are SPECIAL!

This is why satan wants to take you out!

satan only wants to destroy God's plans for GOOD.

And God has GOOD Plans for YOU!

I plead the Blood of Jesus over you, and surround you with God's Holy Guardian Angels.

No weapon formed against you shall prosper!

God's Multitude of Blessings be upon YOU!

In Jesus Holy Name!

PS: Stop repeating satan's LIES!

Words have power. Replace negative accusations with positive assertions.

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This is horrible - serving your country only to be treated this way. I am sorry you lost your friend.

I believe that about the JAG officer - have come across a few who stuck together to cover up some bad stuff. Wrong.

Doesn't surprise me about Murray.

[–] • 2 pts

Not saying this flippantly, maybe some wry humor in a dark place: PLEASE stay alive cuz we all gonna beat those bastards...together.

I am just gonna write it as it comes to me:

you were chosen for this hard track precisely because YOU ARE THAT TOUGH.

when others around you, your mates (the word i hear) an' whomever, was in the middle of that fight, guess who was the last one standing?

you.

so keep standing, stand firm as said in Ephesians. I hope you are getting some Scripture in you for this is primarily a spiritual fight.

Even with all the other "stuff". Dangit, [they] CANT get your soul and that riles them up more than anything.

No, [they] are NOT gonna get your soul cuz you have ALL OF US out here praying for you.

I do not know anything about you, all of this was from Spirit. Even now with what you are facing, yes there will be more but guess what??

You will STILL be left standing and some of [them] will be facing Hell. Read that as you will WRWY. Believe it.

I pray you some rest/rejuvenation however that may come, in Jesus' Name. And amen.

[–] • 2 pts

That was a great response to OP shows class, read to many times some basement dweller encouraging the exact opposite. And to OP it takes courage to bare your soul like that hang in there you were chosen for your toughness, each of us has a cross to bear and while we might feel like God shafted us sometimes at our weakest anyone else might crumble under the weight. One last thing we can't leave anyone behind God Bless!

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ThanQ for the encouragement. It is always appreciated.

Any strength i gotta give credit to the Most High. He has pulled me out of plenty of messes before i even surrendered to Him. Of course i must say again His Name: Jesus Christ.

I've had a coupla meltdowns in my life, but still not radioactive. (kek!) This by His Grace and Mercy. Any onslaught i will say He has preserved me from worse harm/death.

Also by His Grace i have never felt He done anything "bad" to me, i instead did not make the best choices (being lost in spiritual darkness). THANK GOD He turned on the Light!

But, man, i wanna kick the debbil in the chops. Gotta be satisfied that Christ Jesus will do it when He rolls all this up at the end of days.

Again, thanQ for the uplifting reply. I pray that God CONTINUE to give you strength to endure and the wisdom in knowing how to give the enemy a headache. Amen?

March on.

Isaiah 40: 30-31 "…30Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall. 31But those who wait upon the LORD will renew their strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint."

This can be your proclamation when you (or any believer) are slap wore out. He will be your strength and your shield.

Yes, we are not gonna leave anyone behind.

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I'm still here. 9 - 0 a perfect score.

[–] • 0 pt

Apologize for delay, was out of the net.

Glad you are still here, kick 'em in the cabal and keep going!

Take a breather when you can. I'll see you in the trenches, well, know that i am there with you,

As we all are.

Godspeed!

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I LOVE your comment - lots of wisdom

[–] • 1 pt

ThanQ, anon.

I must give credit to Spirit, He just had me pipe up to encourage. His wisdom.

[–] [deleted] • 1 pt

I believe you - was definitely authentic - and quite inspirational.

[–] • 1 pt

Nicely said!

[–] • 2 pts

I appreciate it. I know that we share the same sentiment. Praying in agreement with your for perseverance and comfort for OP by God's Holy Spirit!

[–] • 2 pts

Yessir!

[–] • 2 pts

Brother, prayers and here for you.

[–] • 2 pts

Prayers sent 🙏

Give it all to God!

Vengeance is mine sayith the Lord.

[–] [deleted] • 2 pts

yes it is Jelly .....Gods Justice is also perfect justice

[–] • 2 pts

These bastards have lost. That will become more and more apparent.

[–] • 1 pt

We love you. Hang in there.

[–] • 1 pt

I'm glad you got thru it. They're lots of people praying for you.

[–] • 0 pt

  1. OP is a probable schizophrenic

  2. its pretty obvious.

  3. things he has said make this obvious

  4. the state with its 20k-30k private contractors have likely seen his posts here or elsewhere and marked him in a database

  5. ironically they have likely legitimately harassed OP to trigger his paranoia and cause a 'muh terrorism' type event.

The stasi in east germany used to break into peoples homes and legit put snakes in the walls and discretely move furniture in order to cause people to think they were going insane. And the result would be it would cause them to do just that.

The agencies are full of rats involved in these sorts of bullshit mind games.

My recommendation to OP is to video everything and declare to everyone you know that you are a pacifist, hate violence, and have never been suicidal.

It'll raise questions (and thus make them less likely to carry through with suiciding you into a patsy) if theres more to this then you just being a schizo.

[–] • 0 pt

So glad you are hanging on! Please don't do anything to yourself. don't let them win. We are here for you!! Lifting you up in prayer that GOD will give you the victory!