I remember when I would have that reaction, and the stage of wondering why I had that reaction, many many years ago
I visited Dachau as a child and was so saddened by what I believed was a crime scene. Saw the big pile of eyeglasses. The big pile of shoes. The tattered prison uniforms. Bought all of it. I was hypnotized as well. Cried like a baby watching Schindler's List. I bought Spielberg's propaganda film. I fuck up a lot of things but I can credit myself for finding my way out of that fabricated mental screen. But man what a hot potato it is trying to talk to others about it. Completely verboten topic. The Jews sure fucking ninjas with brainwashing.
For real. Long time into conspiracy theories, raised with books from my dad, but from a christian bent, discussing rothschilds, CFR, etc, but for a long time in most of those circles anything jew related was scoffed at... Ironically it was my interest in the deeper sides of judaism, and research why they were persecuted led me to a very different conclusion. Still took a while to break free, like being on the fence.
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