I can’t tell you how happy I am that you are free and not suffering under some dependence due to those bastards. My biological mother was deemed incompetent (She had a rough childhood and became depressed, put herself into an institution with the belief they would help her and has brain damage now from the medications etc.) so I understand on some level the pride in denying medical “treatment”, I think... Many adoptees fall into horrible hands and I consider myself very lucky. Many foster kids have used as lab rats and I am sure these sickos adopt kids for their nefarious purposes. Geneva convention Informed consent and privacy law in medicine are great things to hold and it makes me sick when anyone doesn’t value them rightly. You always had your rights they just denied them to you, denied you your very humanity, yourself as an individual. I can’t begin to express how much it hurts me to know people do that to others. It’s just sick on so many levels, fundamentally so... As for your significant other wanting you to put those bastards away, do what is right for you in the moment to feel well and survive. Sharing anonymously or writing privately in a way that would be discovered post-humously is still a great contribution. I believe many “prophetic” writers of Orwellian fiction were warning through the lens of fiction. Symbolic representations of chains, etc can be powerful in representing the logic of the point being made, but I understand the fear. Your safety and the safety of your family comes first.