I feel the exact same way about you, but it seems clear to me that your viewpoint has a lot less to be gained from being stuck in. It also takes a lot more mental gymnastics to hold your position. In fact, none of you guys ever make a good argument. You just stoop to guilt by association and "cucking to Israel" when it definitely didn't look like it from my perspective. You guys have hyperbole and illusory tricks and your whole viewpoint rests on said illusion and trickery. The entire MIGA thing is your lack of independent thought or critical thinking and you, for whatever reason, think blaming everything on "jews" is a good enough excuse to not improve your lives or have any faith or trust of any kind. You're demoralized and, like Yuri says, nothing will persuade you until you're undeniably proven wrong. Unfortunately, I firmly believe that it will be too late for you by then.